Olim
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Rambles and shambles...

Friday, November 14, 2003
MAYBE TOMORROW... For some reason, I cannot seem to get to work today. Again. There's so much to do, and at the same time, I'm not sure what to do exactly, where to start. I'm having more doubts about whether I'm really good at this job - research, I mean - and whether I should really be doing this. And if not, what else? So I'm thinking again of resuming a writing project. I'm not at all convinced I ever will, but I'm sort of reading things about writing, realising I have so much to read still - classics, the Bible, modern litterature... And back to scratch: what shall I do today? what shall I do for a living? I still want to go abroad, that's the one thing I'm sure of, but I am not making any plans. No strategies, no investigating possibilities. I'm stuck. Do I really have so little imagination for my own life as for telling stories, really? Maybe tomorrow I will be throught that phase. Maybe I'll be enlightened somehow, sparkling and bouncing again. I hope tomorrow comes soon enough...




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